Off to London tomorrow!
I'm trying to pack my bag but it's just awful! I feel like I can't breathe, because I don't know how to fit everything I need into my bag D: There's just too much stuff! I wish I could just take a back-pack and go but of course I need my riding helmet and a thousand other things that I'd die without.
And this place is a huge mess and I should probably do some cleaning before I go. No time!
My scale has been showing a weight loss of 3-4kg lately but today was the first day when I could see it actually. My pants fit me real swell! Even my riding pants that were a tiny bit too small when I bought them! Now if I could just keep this up. That would be so fit.
Why is it that beauty products take up so much space? I don't even have a good beauty box to hold my stuff together... That is beacuse I would need a gigantic one and those are expensive. Especially the ones that look good!
I died my hair brown! It looks rather cool :). I bought vegan shoes and a very hipster-like scarf. Loving it!
I promised myself that when I reach 55kg I can buy myself a pair of beautiful Nudies! Trying to decide now if I would like them grey or black.
Monday, January 24, 2011
Monday, January 17, 2011
Make Up
The other day I bought a 40€ eyeliner by Dior (j'adore) but I now really have the cravings for Maybeline's new gel eyeliner that comes with a tiny 'brush'. The Dior liner is a brush liner but I need to push the colour down into the brush from the 'pen' part and it sometimes feels unnecessarily messy because there's always too much colour coming into the brush. Dipping a brush into a gel will probably give me even more unwanted liner but the feeling of being an artist and painting your eyes (more) for real is intriguing.
For a long time now I've wanted a GOOD set of make up brushes. BH Cosmetics has a set of 10 brushes for $40 that I find tempting (when I shall make some money/not soon enough). I just don't know this brand at all but my new best friend, Dulce Candy, uses their make up in her youtube blog. I think $40 for ten brushes would be a good deal. I'm just afraid of the quality being crap.
Apparently they don't do animal testing but their brush hairs are from animals. I think that's the point where my selfishness takes over. I really want that. Like I want the vintage fur coat. No matter what Laura says about not all vintage needing to come back.
I am also tempted by a lip gloss in a pot by Make Up Store. That would be just fab. I just don't want a shiny-shiny gloss. More of matt gloss, in a pot preferably, but I don't know where to get that.
I just spent most of my weekend at Nufit so you'd think I would have something smart to say but hey...
Beauty before wisdom, right!?
For a long time now I've wanted a GOOD set of make up brushes. BH Cosmetics has a set of 10 brushes for $40 that I find tempting (when I shall make some money/not soon enough). I just don't know this brand at all but my new best friend, Dulce Candy, uses their make up in her youtube blog. I think $40 for ten brushes would be a good deal. I'm just afraid of the quality being crap.
Apparently they don't do animal testing but their brush hairs are from animals. I think that's the point where my selfishness takes over. I really want that. Like I want the vintage fur coat. No matter what Laura says about not all vintage needing to come back.
I am also tempted by a lip gloss in a pot by Make Up Store. That would be just fab. I just don't want a shiny-shiny gloss. More of matt gloss, in a pot preferably, but I don't know where to get that.
I just spent most of my weekend at Nufit so you'd think I would have something smart to say but hey...
Beauty before wisdom, right!?
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
Good Morning
I had a dream last night that I was living in Sons of Anarchy, meaning it wasn't a tv show but real world. Jaxx and someone else and I went to this garage where some gang (latinos I'm guessing, because of their cars) was keeping their drug trucks and such. The other guy, let's call him Bob, started to vandalize a truck. He was spraying it with some weird foam that turned hard as it touched the air.In the meanwhile we were taking a look around with Jaxx.
All of a sudden Bob came running where we were and he said that the gangers are coming back. We climbed together inside the truck and I was real scared because I knew that there was no way we would get out of this trouble. They would find us.
Then Jaxx came up with the idea that he would go and say hi because the two gangs were actually pretending to be friends. He would take Bob with him and I had to stay hidden until they sorted out the situation or would come up with a plan for me to escape. So I stayed hiding under a blanket.
I was wondering when they would find me. We'd all be dead then because if I was to be found the other gang would know something fishy is going on. I mean why would Jaxx and Bob take some outsider with them unless they were up to no good.
Then Jaxx's girlfriend, the doctor lady, showed up where I was and she was really annoying and wouldn't help me and then she went away.
Then this other guy came to where I was staying. He wasn't part of the gang. I told him that I needed to get out of the place before someone else finds me because I'll sure be dead. He promised to help me if I would help him, if you know what I mean. So I was like...yeah, sure...
He smuggled me to his car. I just wondered what would the guys say when they wouldn't find me. They would probably just think I had split.
Well, off we went with that guy. He looked like young Ressu Redford. I told him that I won't do any weird shit. He shouldn't expect anything.
We came to his place. It was this Spanish styled pack of condos. I felt really depressed and I didn't care about anything else than getting the fuck outta there. Young Ressu's neighbours offered him pot but nothing for me. I was sulking. Then he wanted to go home. I didn't want to go in but stayed on the yard wondering if Jaxx used to live there some time ago. The thought made me smile. Then I saw YR coming out to the yard with a knife in his hand. I tried to dodge him but he cut my arm. Somehow I managed to run away and I when was running away from the condos I managed to take hold of dream and decide what would happen next.
Jaxx and Bob arrived just at that minute and they beat Young Ressu to a pulp!
Yay!
My dream changed after that. My mind perhaps doesn't like me getting involved :P
All of a sudden Bob came running where we were and he said that the gangers are coming back. We climbed together inside the truck and I was real scared because I knew that there was no way we would get out of this trouble. They would find us.
Then Jaxx came up with the idea that he would go and say hi because the two gangs were actually pretending to be friends. He would take Bob with him and I had to stay hidden until they sorted out the situation or would come up with a plan for me to escape. So I stayed hiding under a blanket.
I was wondering when they would find me. We'd all be dead then because if I was to be found the other gang would know something fishy is going on. I mean why would Jaxx and Bob take some outsider with them unless they were up to no good.
Then Jaxx's girlfriend, the doctor lady, showed up where I was and she was really annoying and wouldn't help me and then she went away.
Then this other guy came to where I was staying. He wasn't part of the gang. I told him that I needed to get out of the place before someone else finds me because I'll sure be dead. He promised to help me if I would help him, if you know what I mean. So I was like...yeah, sure...
He smuggled me to his car. I just wondered what would the guys say when they wouldn't find me. They would probably just think I had split.
Well, off we went with that guy. He looked like young Ressu Redford. I told him that I won't do any weird shit. He shouldn't expect anything.
We came to his place. It was this Spanish styled pack of condos. I felt really depressed and I didn't care about anything else than getting the fuck outta there. Young Ressu's neighbours offered him pot but nothing for me. I was sulking. Then he wanted to go home. I didn't want to go in but stayed on the yard wondering if Jaxx used to live there some time ago. The thought made me smile. Then I saw YR coming out to the yard with a knife in his hand. I tried to dodge him but he cut my arm. Somehow I managed to run away and I when was running away from the condos I managed to take hold of dream and decide what would happen next.
Jaxx and Bob arrived just at that minute and they beat Young Ressu to a pulp!
Yay!
My dream changed after that. My mind perhaps doesn't like me getting involved :P
Saturday, January 08, 2011
Fleas And Such
I just signed myself on kiloklubi.fi where I can uphold food and exercise diaries. It seems fun now but probably I'll get angry and frustrated at some point when I notice I haven't lost 10kg in five days. I'm hoping it would make me more eager to do zumba and walks so I can update my diary and be proud. The great thing about that site is that it's free!! I can follow diagrams and thingys that are counting if I'm doing enough. Right now it's saying that I'm not eating right but that I already new. A bummer is that I don't have a digital scale but maybe I can buy one from Argos...? Once I'm in London and get some money. I know I should weigh myself every day, but hey... Women managed to lose weight even in the French revolution! (When I was a kid and first got my period it was a terrible time for me and I hated it and felt retarded. But then I thought that hey, some women in the French revolution must've had their period on the barricades and did they give up? No sirree! Take that!)
I should be fast asleep as I write. But I'm not.
I'm taking some old things to a flea market in Vallila early in the morning to gather money for future flat deposits...did I mention I'm moving to London? I didn't. Well, I am. I'm leaving on Jan 25 but coming back in July. I got my old job with a new boss back, oh joy!
Anyways, this will be my first time being all alone at the market. What if I need to pee real bad at some point? Omg, I'm gonna die. Perhaps I should take a sheet with me to cover all my stuff if I nature calls.
I had a nice dream last night. I was on a holiday in Iran! But it was the new and improved Iran where women didn't wear burqas and the hotels were super nice. I met a Finnish girl on the street and we became friends and all in all it was a very nice and colourful and warm vacation.
I should be fast asleep as I write. But I'm not.
I'm taking some old things to a flea market in Vallila early in the morning to gather money for future flat deposits...did I mention I'm moving to London? I didn't. Well, I am. I'm leaving on Jan 25 but coming back in July. I got my old job with a new boss back, oh joy!
Anyways, this will be my first time being all alone at the market. What if I need to pee real bad at some point? Omg, I'm gonna die. Perhaps I should take a sheet with me to cover all my stuff if I nature calls.
I had a nice dream last night. I was on a holiday in Iran! But it was the new and improved Iran where women didn't wear burqas and the hotels were super nice. I met a Finnish girl on the street and we became friends and all in all it was a very nice and colourful and warm vacation.
Monday, January 03, 2011
I had a dream last night that I was a wicked witch. There were some poor travellers who came to stay at my house. Some of them were really sick and I made them better! I said that because I was so nice they have to clean up my house for me or I'll eat them!
There was this one guy who had big muscles and he tried to lure me into something but I told him to go and tidy up!
They all escaped in the end and left all the cleaning for me :(.
Then I had some imaginary grandparents and my mom at my place when a dragon attacked the house. We started running away and hid ourselves to my uncle's doghouses but in the end the drake found us and killed us.
The End.
I spent my New Year's Eve at Laura's where we had amazing food and awesome people and bubbly drinks too! The year changed in a metro cart with pole dancers and thai girls (sounds so much better this way). Then we went to Darkside where they had funny music and gloomy people. I danced a bit. Then I went home. I felt bad when walking to the bus. I felt a longing for London. As I do pretty much all the time.
Well, now I'm just waiting for the manager at Otto to answer me. Then I could get going again. I feel a little tingling in my tummy and in my feet. An adventure! they call.
Better get on with my breakfast now. Hummus is great!
There was this one guy who had big muscles and he tried to lure me into something but I told him to go and tidy up!
They all escaped in the end and left all the cleaning for me :(.
Then I had some imaginary grandparents and my mom at my place when a dragon attacked the house. We started running away and hid ourselves to my uncle's doghouses but in the end the drake found us and killed us.
The End.
I spent my New Year's Eve at Laura's where we had amazing food and awesome people and bubbly drinks too! The year changed in a metro cart with pole dancers and thai girls (sounds so much better this way). Then we went to Darkside where they had funny music and gloomy people. I danced a bit. Then I went home. I felt bad when walking to the bus. I felt a longing for London. As I do pretty much all the time.
Well, now I'm just waiting for the manager at Otto to answer me. Then I could get going again. I feel a little tingling in my tummy and in my feet. An adventure! they call.
Better get on with my breakfast now. Hummus is great!
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